sometimes i feel..

did i do something wrong..

am i guilty for all these things that has happened to me this year..

did i lose the one i taut i love was a right move?

did i lose a close friend just because of my careless msitakes?

but...after thinking..i realise that...



we are all just the same as one another..

we lose some...we get some..

we make mistakes...everyone does..

no one is perfect..

but it is our responsibility to face the fact that our mistakes has brought us such consequences...

we are humans..

we have individual minds and feeling..

the way we think,act and feel differ from many others..



just because i have done something wrong..

it doesnt mean i have to live in the past..

what we are today..

we shouldnt live in the past..

all that is important is what we are today..

dun look back at the past..

do not let the past take over u..

i've been teling myself this too many times..

yet i cannot fulfill it..

day by day..

i wish i can just grow stronger..



to love it takes time..

we do not expect someone to fall in love wit u just because u love that person..

to build trust is another thing..

we need to gain trust in order to trust people..

things i have done in the past n present has brought me so much pain..

and yet..

i try to grow out of it..

by learning from mistakes...

and by learning to forgive..



saying sorry to someone..

it doesnt always mean askign for forgiveness..

sometimes..

its just a way of trying to make someone understand something..



things i blog about..

is about how i feel..

and im sorry if i offend people who read this post..

but we have to face the fact..

truth hurts..

how much it hurts, we still have to face it...

becase after all, it is the truth..



im sorry to this particular person..

i noe i've done terrible thigns to u..

things i wish i could take it all back..

but it seems that i'll nt be forgiven this time..

mayb i wil..

but it'll be hard..

i've lost u once..

i've lost u twice..

and now i'm losing u for the third time..



i just wish there was somethign i could do to save myself from this pain..

somethings we do..

we just want that someone to noe that we care..

i noe some people wish to live in their own world..

wishes for no one to care bout them..

but to care is a personal thign..



i can tell u..that i dun care bout u..

but truthfully speaking..

i care bout u more than anything..

and nothign will chg that..

i'll never take u as a friend who is just a passerby..

i trreasure our friendship..



other reason that affect my wrong doings..

is basically because..



i trully love u..



im sorry...



i just wish and hope for another chance...