Friday, November 27, 2009
nt many ppl knew wat happen to me these few days.
lets just say, i got into trouble with health..
and now..
parents are stopping me from sports n eating meat for awhile..
im having MAPCU this weekend..and it only comes once a year.
i wanna play so badly! i need VOLLEYBALL! its my passion
sigh..please..let me cure..
ill die playin vb if i have to..
neways..today went out for movie with merlene n her parents..
abit awkward la.
first time doing such things..
but it was ok la..watched christmas carol again..
"SOMEONE" was snoring! wahhahahaa..dunwan say who..
the "someone" read den wil realise can d..
tmr another movie?
been watching dam alot of movies lately..
hmm..
ps: when we taking our nxt picture larh ass?
11:14 PM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
today was really fucked up..
we were on our way back after having lunch with julie,mandy n merlene when suddenly i felt this fucking sharp squeezing hammering pain in my chest..
i asked julie to rush to me guardian first..i taut it was heartburn, i went down grab 1 pack of gaviscon n drank it on the spot...
few minutes later, i couldnt breathe properly..
rushed to a near by clinic where i think the doctor is gay..
neways..he told me the pain i have is the same pain when someone having heart atck? wtf? m i tat weak now?
sigh..
MAPCU is a few days ahead..i hope i can play..i want to play..
neways..thx julie for helping me out..thx ni,jie for caring..
it hurts so badly..
even now when im bloggin..
='(
10:36 PM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Saturday, November 21, 2009
well..wat a week i had..it was fun..yet tiring..
we're organizing this game event thingy coming up soon at our college...so if u like to know more, please do ask me for extra information on the event..
worked on thursday...blardy hell that kid name ivan...make me terasa ni..urgh..
neways..just got back from volleyball at UM..well..after few weeks or mayb months not playing or not being active in sports, injuries came back...but lucky for me..non of the real serious injury came back..and PIPI followed me there! sorry la..i noe...very sien watch me play hor..but sexy rite? ROFL!..neways..tmr is gonna be another hard day..training in the morning..frendly in the evening...gotta prepare..MAPCU coming up soon!
off to the bed now..goota rest my soul...
-inub-iwub-
1:29 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I've been fighting all these while. It has brought me nothing but suffering.
Deep inside, the pain that i go thru, is unbearable at times but yet, i make it thru.
The distance its bringing has no limit.
I can only stand from afar to say goodbye to u.
To say i'll forget you i shan't.
For dreams to come true, i shall put effort.
One once said that today's success are yesterdays thoughts.
Stupid is as stupid does.
I will not just stand here and wait anymore.
To leave a mark, to not disappear.
Allowing to be seen thru the thick facade of discourage.
The discomfort i suffer from putting myself in too deep will just not recover
Wait, i will
Cry, i should
Happy, i hope
Sad, i am
Smile, i fake
8:14 PM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
